the word ive been sayin alot.... why? its confusin but im goin to get through it :)

talkin on the phone with baby right now :) say hi baby xP baby says hi to xanga lol. lamoooo hahaa
but cyeah, today suppose to be a freakin great day... but it went fhdskjlfhdskjhfdskjfhsa. hahaha. but yeah... i guess at the end... we get through everythin together (: haha. baby your tired like a mofo ><

so far. our first month.. was freakin disaster...and second.. kind of bad... but i mean its all good now right? mmhmmm... you sound so tired baby... you should go to sleep. xP hahaha i love you

happy two months. one.six.o`seven is the date .and remember it ya'll! :)<3 forever and ever

idek wat to say.. here comes that time again when i start not trustin my friends.... even the ones that were most closest to me.... but now... idek .....

on the real... love is just a waste of time until u get older... but its so addictive...  but it keeps fukin me up and the relationship with that girl and other friends...

but after wat happened, dont think i will be close with her as much... i wish i can just move to the bahamas or hawaii or some paradise ):
bottom line... cant trust anyone... even a girl........

u know.. i dont care wat other peepz got to say after reading this.. cause its fo peepz who really care.. and are true friends

these past months... all ive been doing was fukin up my life.. but it was fun while i was doin it... idk... really... i know i still loved it bak then... but idk now...i think that i need to change things... cause all it did was gettin me into trouble... and i dont want to continue with that while im goin through family problems, church, money and friends mostly... so im goin to try changin a few things foreal this time....

but that doesnt mean im changin my whole entire life... so if u read this and see me do some thing... and u think its totally diff from this entry... well all i got to say is read this again... cause i aint say im completely changin...... but all i can say is its. w.e man..

son, i dont know who i to ask to go to homecomin...

mad things on my mind 
-homecomin's almost here on sept 7th
-vikys bday's on the 26th
-helens bday on the 27th
-freds bday was on the 12th  puhahaha
-pie's bday on oct. 10
-celines bday on oct. 11

wow.... im goin to try goin to everyones places to say happybday....
|bout since there are so many stuff to do...
i know i wont be able to make it to all cause freakin parents bitch
about this problem...
goin out fo peepz bdays too much  but ill try to make it to everyones

and y am i keep tryin to make it colorful?  im not gay  
puhahaha... son -_-